Jan 26

Silent Duet
Photo (c) Paul Grant Cutright

This image sings of relationship to me – two windows, two doors, two chairs and one table in a silent duet. This was taken at one of our favorite weekend getaways in Palm Springs. It is a European style pension called Korakia and is a restored retreat visited by the Hollywood elite of the ’30s and ’40s. Winston Churchill even stayed here once. It could easily be somewhere in the Mediterranean or Middle East. This image is from my series of painterly photographs of hand etched Polaroids.

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written by Paul Cutright

Jan 19


Photo (c) Paul Grant Cutright

When we lived in San Diego we used to visit the Self Realization Fellowship gardens on the cliffs above the Pacific Ocean in Encinitas. That’s where we discovered this amazing flower called an epiphyllum. This is exactly what it looks like, this image has not been altered in any way. What an amazingly beautiful testiment to the infinite expressions of beauty in nature.

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written by Paul Cutright

Jan 12


Photo (c) Paul Cutright

In August 1981 we spent two weeks traveling around Egypt, alone. We were permitted inside the Sphinx compound to meditate on the paws of the Sphinx under the full moon at midnight. We saw and experienced many strange and wonderful things during our adventure. I made this photograph that night.

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written by Paul Cutright

Jan 10

I was watching the President’s speech tonight and the MSNBC pundits’ commentaries afterwards. Often during this whole Iraq debacle I’ve had the thought, Beam me up, Scottie. Let’s just go to another planet, why don’t we?

If you’re a Star Trek fan, you know immediately what "Beam me up, Scottie" refers to. We are both avid science fiction fans and have favorite shows on the SciFi Channel – Battlestar Gallactica, Stargate and Stargate Atlantis. We’ve seen every Star Trek movie and all the Star Trek TV shows, especially all the later ones, like Star Trek Next Generation and Deep Space Nine.

Even if you’re not a Star Trek fan, "Beam me up, Scottie" has become such a part of our American lexicon that you probably know what it means anyway – at least intuitively.

Then I remember that the only technology capable of "beaming" me into another reality is my own consciousness. And right now it’s not taking me to any other planets. This is it, for now.

I had been working professionally as a seminar leader and trainer in the self-improvement field for fourteen years when I enrolled in a rigorous two year business program. It was one of the most life changing, world-view-shifting experiences of my life. This program was modeled after the work of the former Chilean Finance Minister, philosopher and linguist, Dr. Fernando Flores.

One of the seminal texts of this program is a book entitled The Tree of Knowledge by Drs. Humberto Maturana and Francisco Varela, both neurobiologists concerned with, among other things, the nature of perception and how our nervous systems interact with the world around us, creating the world as we know it.

"Knowing how we know" is the subject of this book. Maturana and Varela present a new view of cognition that has important social and ethical implications, for, they assert, the only world we humans can have is the one we create together through the actions of our coexistence.

After decades of spiritual and metaphysical studies and deep, life changing transformational experiences, what I learned from this book and business program changed me forever. What I came to understand in a profound way is that our brain and nervous system receives raw vibrations of certain frequencies and translates them in such a way that what we see, hear, touch, smell, taste and interact with, and take for granted as an objective world "out there", is in fact being brought forth moment by moment by our individual and collective interactions with those frequencies — and with each other.

My lived experience that the world is "coming at me" is, in fact, an illusion. The world I experience with my senses is being continually "brought forth from within me", literally.

Now, I can get that spiritually and metaphysically and conceptually. But, getting it biologically was an epiphany for me – especially in a hard as rock business program!

And what it means, to me anyway, is that I am contributing to the world I see, including George W. Bush, the war in Iraq, the Madison Avenue marketing machine churning out ever new things to want, the natural world of the Sangre de Christo Mountains outside my office window, a multihued sunset, the pristine snow falling in our yard, my beloved Layne — all of it, every bit of it — and there is no escaping the effects of my interpretations.

I make up the meanings of the things I experience and I live with the consequences.

It’s easy to be thrown into a deep, dark pit of existential despair, thinking I cannot possibly make a difference, there’s nothing I can do anyway and just give up. Or, perhaps worse, I could become narcissistically self-involved in just getting whatever I can get while I’m here, ’cause this is all there is, Baby.

Another choice, and the one I endeavor to make, is to act as if the truth is true – that who I am makes a difference in the immediate world in which I find myself – and to make the most empowering interpretations I can imagine and take enlightened action where I can. Since I do not have the President’s ear, I will write to or call my Congressman and make my views known. I try to live lightly upon the earth. I endeavor to be kind to others. I look for ways to participate in such a way that the world I want to have manifest through me might actually come to pass.

In short, I spend time on my meditation cushion and I get up and participate in the world as I find it.

Scottie isn’t going to be beaming me up any time soon!

Paul

written by Paul Cutright

Jan 05

 

Santa Fe Winter Wonderland from Our Portal

Santa Fe Winter Wonderland from Our Portal

The view from our western facing portal after an all  night snow fall.

written by Paul Cutright

Jan 04

We love to learn and can always be found reading or watching something that adds to our understanding of people and the world. One of our favorite places to learn is with The Teaching Company. The Teaching Company audio and video tapes the very best university professors in the country. If you like to learn, you’ll definitely want to check it out.

Anyway, one of our favorite topics is philosophy. So, we purchased some courses that sounded interesting and one of the professors was this brilliant guy from the University of Texas with a really strong Southern accent named Rick Roderick. And he said something that has never left us and to which we have subscribed as our own philosophy ever since. (Unfortunately, Rick passed away in 2002 and I’m not sure his courses are any longer available.)

Because of Rick, we consider ourselves to be "fallibilists". And what exactly is a fallibilist you might well ask?

A fallibilist is someone who believes what they believe passionately and with all their might. At the same time, they recognize that the world is ever changing and that humanity’s understanding of the world is continually growing. Fallibilists recognize that their knowledge and understanding of the world is necessarily limited. In the pursuit of ongoing learning and education, it is not uncommon to move into such greater understanding and wisdom that your previous view of things is revealed to be flawed or limited. Upon such discovery, it’s smart to embrace the newer, deeper, broader, higher, wiser comprehension and abandon the former.

The reason I am sharing this with you, dear Reader, is to hopefully shed light on our thinking processes and help you understand where we are coming from.

Perhaps you’ve seen those bumper stickers that say, "Question Authority"? Well, that applies to all you read here or in any of our publications. That just seems like a good practice in general. Another bumper sticker you see around here in Santa Fe says, "Don’t believe everything you think." I take that to mean we should at all times question our own thinking, perceptions and interpretations.

Something we stress in our work is what we call TFBR – think, feel, believe, remember. We all have our own thoughts and feelings, things we believe and things we remember. A problem often occurs when we hold these things as the TRUTH rather than simply what we think, feel, believe and remember. Which may or may not be the truth.

What this comes down to, in a way, is the willingness to be wrong. Relinguishing the need to be right. That’s often easier said than done in our culture. To some extent it comes from an educational system that values correct answers on tests rather than the ability to reason and think clearly.

In any case, you can count on us to passionately express our own truth and experience. You can also count on us to be open to questioning our current understanding, whatever it may be, in favor of something superior that adds to the body of enlightenment and well-being. We don’t always have to be right and we’re ever willing to "live in the question".

Paul

written by Paul Cutright